Sunday, July 24, 2005

sighs. just returned home from a concert. and i realised that i miss being on stage. i miss being up there performing, being up there enthralling the audience, being up there in those smart spiffy black pants and shirt playing my violin.

and i realised that in a few more months time, i'm gonna miss much more than that.

i guess that's part of growing up after all. wierd eh? when i was a little kid, i wished that i could grow up more quickly. i wished that i could be an adult, having fun instead of being cooped up in school. now that i'm halfway grown up, i suddenly dread the process. adulthood's going to be more than just fun. it's all about responsibilities, about making your own decisions and bearing any consequences.

if only i could return to my days of playing lego. or playing with my pooh bears.

10:23 PM; .seven-eight.