Saturday, June 24, 2006

hi guys n girls i'm writing this post with a shade of blue - blue for nostalgia. this kinda feeling strikes me every once in a while. haha it's like having a period. lol. anyway i had been listening to the song 'one year ago' by lene marlin, and it brings back many many fond memories. fond to indicate that i actually miss those moments, regardless of how pleasant or unpleasant they were.

one year ago, i rmb many of us mugging hard for block test 2. many of us wanting to do well for reasons tt may have already paid off now. i rmb myself not being one of us. and i wonder what the hell i was doing then. if i had any regrets, it wud be around this moment one year ago. were we still playing dota then? i guess we were. and i can be damn sure that alfred was still a quitter at that point of time. or maybe not, because alfred's modem got confiscated by his dad. funny huh? and i can almost be sure that jman was still playing dota, almost everyday. it's really unfair how he still manages to do well. boo was as sian as ever. and joonming was still a slacker. ahhh and i won't forget how we cursed ms yang for our bad bio grades, only to realise now tt we still got all As after all.

one year ago, seems so recent and yet so unreachable. we really don't have time to look back do we? if u could travel back to a year ago, what would u have changed? have you ever wondered? would you study harder? or would you pursue some things or people that you have lost in the past year? but that is just too much to think about, because we will never go back to one year ago. and that is just how precious it is. because if i can go back to a year ago, my life will be very different from what it is now. is it the same for u?

one year ago, i would never have thought about the question "why must we serve?". would you have realised how precious 2 years of your life are? would you have realised that you don't hate studying? would you see those medicine pple and scholars of our class in a different light? would you have thought that kelvin ng will be going china? would you have guessed tt dear geraldine is going to become an accountant? would you have expected 2 safos from our class? would you have thought of joanna as a teacher? would you have expected qinghui to vanish without a word? okay, cut out the previous question...

would you, no, did you love our class as much as you do now? would you have expected yourself to miss it?

one year ago, i definitely wouldn't.

but that was one year ago. now i am damn sure we will have many more "one year ago" together.

-kelvin ng

12:19 AM; .seven-eight.